So soon my husband goes away for 10 days. Anyone that knows me knows I don't do well with separation. I use to hide in the closet until he came home from work because I swore someone was in our house. This type of stuff happened daily until we got a dog.
Currently I'm flirting with psychosis. SH thoughts, not showering unless he's in the room, everyone hates me/is talking about me, my head is loud, Street cams are taping me, the feeling of bugs crawling on me and the feeling someone's behind me.
So here's the problem. I will be my son's sole care taker for that time. I can't stay with relatives I have to stay home. How do I prepare? all the sharp objects will stay "up". I'm only keeping enough meds for the 10 days but what else can I do?
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Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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