A list? Maybe I should try it. Honestly, I don't know which ones were worse. They all sucked and have melted together. Don't know if this is in order but:

* Abandonment
* Emotional Abuse
* Parental Alcoholism
* Physical Abuse
* Various other kinds of abuse (it hurts too much to even write them down).

The therapy I've tried: Talk therapy, CBT and specialized trauma therapy w/brain spotting.

I'm a flake, otherwise these things could actually help me, but I back out too easily. I'm just not ready to deal with it all.