(((((((stefano))))))
First of all, you are not frustrating us, secondly you are allowed to cry, there is no shame in crying...thirdly, tell one of your family how you are feeling and take a hug ..... you will feel so much better....cry your heart out Stefano, you are hurting and you need release.
holding your hand, please pm if you need to talk, know we DO care and dont ever say you are frustrating us, please...hugs and care to you, please seek a hug from your family, dont back off from them when you need them most.....
love, Jinny xxxxx