Comparing our symptoms with others doesn't work from my experience. Either we are much worse or much better and I think that changes depending on the day swing. Accepting mental illness is just hard since they can't do a blood test or scan and say "yup, the BP IS RIGHT THERE". It's natural to question it. Getting more opinions if you need them and don't trust the doctors you've had so far is never a bad idea. (((Hugs)))