Hi iam 20 and I have a crush on hilarie Burton since I first saw her as sara Ellis on white collar i then went on to watch one tree hill and see her as Peyton Sawyer which really took the cake and I became insanely obsessed I have 500 pics of her downloaded I have her as a screen saver and home screen she realy is beautiful I think about her the whole day and fantasies all the time of us together when ever I look at her I smile but I am really depressed all the time because I know I cant have her she is 34 and married with a son I have fantasy sex with her by imagining she is in my bed under me when realy no one is there I cry that I cant have her allot depends on my mood i have strong feelings for her and am completely in love even do I never even met her or spoke to her iam crazy obsessed with her especially as Peyton Sawyer and thats the one thing on my mind the whole day I want to marry someone just like Peyton Sawyer in looks and personality andi cant get over it its killing me please help me