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Originally Posted by Nammu
Not being married I have no one who knows my delusional thoughts deeply and I don't tell docs cause I'm afraid it would change my diagnosises from BP. Plus I think it would change how people act around me. When I'm stable I wonder how I could have thought that but then there's part of me that still holds on to those beliefs. I wonder what the true reality is. My meds are working now and I don't feel that I need to share these thoughts and concerns with anyone..........makes me feel lonely and isolated sometimes though all that wondering.
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(((Hugs))). I'm so sorry and my heart goes out to you. You can PM ME ANYTIME .....I truly promise I'm a good listener, non judgmental and would always have your best interests at heart. My husband was a mental health professional so I am luckier than I deserve to have him to confide in. With my trust issues, I feel he was sent to me specifically to help me through. I help him through with some of his specific issues also. Feeling lonely and isolated is so hard. I truly extend my hand to you in friendship and want you to know you can write me anytime if your mi d will allow you to share. I know sharing can be difficult.
Miguel's Mom, I think I will continue to be vague and just touch on key points or say I'm symptomatic. I'm not currently a danger to myself and I think that is the only needed info my doc needs regarding actual specifics. I can get the point across without being specific and I think that's actually the healthier and safer route. When I give too much information, I do get treated different and then I resent them having that information so best not to share it unless I'm a danger to myself. Some of the stuff that happened recently did make me momentarily a danger to myself but my husband helped me reach out for help and my bed increases are working which is the most important thing.
(((Hugs to Nammu and Miguel's Mom)))