I am only just now aware of this disorder and I am moving into the headspace coping and adjusting with feeling this way not fighting it. I am curious how this makes me different from other people, like how my own internal experience regarding socializing and dealing with other people. I have felt that level of discomfort for as long as I can remember but I always attributed to outside forces. Like when I lived in apartment I thought I might enjoy socializing more once I owned my own home. Now I am starting the mental of shift of "this is just how I am and its not going to change"