Dear T.

I genuinely don't think that you would intentionally hurt me. Like I said a few weeks ago, I truly think that you are one of life's good guys, but none of that matters if we can't get on the same page. I have had these thoughts from the beginning, and I gave it a chance. I had them after a few months, and I gave it more time. I had them a few months ago and I gave it the benefit of the doubt. How many chances do I give it? Note I say 'it', and not 'you'. This isn't about you, it is about your ability to understand. Not your want, your ability.

Why do I keep giving it a chance? Because I trust you. Because I like you. Because I can see that you care and that you are trying, and that you are patient with me, and those right there are the nicest things anyone has ever done for me.

But is that enough?