I hope that you are feeling a little better today. Hang in there hon just one more day until you see your PDoc. I am really sorry for all that work is putting you through and I wanted to let you know that I really respect and admire you for how you are handling it all. You are an advocate for yourself, for others at your job who have disabilities and even for those here who find themselves in similar situations and who perhaps haven't found their voice. You posting what you are going through takes courage as does sticking up for your rights at work. I know that it feels hopeless right now but I for one have got to believe that all your effort WILL pay off. You are a strong woman. Draw on that strength and get through to your appointment with your PDoc tomorrow and go from there. *hugs*