i definately went through my ***** stage lol. when i was 18 and left my ex who was abusive i went on a kick, man. i thought "what the hell.... ive gotten raped and gotten the crap beaten out of me. im going to use as many men as i freaking want to" so i did. about 4 of them in a couple months span. dont worry, im std and HIV free. but i just kinda went crazy. it wasnt really experimenting. it was more like getting men in general back for everything they did to me in the past. in the end i ended up hurting a couple too which i regret now. so what was playing to me was hurting someone else. so i think experimenting need to just be talked about b/t both parties beforehand.
after i hurt this one guy i went to one of my friends and said i didnt want anything serious at all and he agreed. but i wish i would have done that with the first guy cause i didnt and he hates me now, which i understand totally.
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