I sent my pdoc a rational email with a routine update to our appt this thurs. I followed it up with this nonsense:

Also...and this is the part of the email that has not been edited by my mother
my mom so please don't tell her I am sending this part
But I am out of my mind. Like 15 kinds of crazy. Breathing delusions in and out
and an altogether manic lunatic *****. I want to ditch my meds I
Could spew them from my stomach. Whew!

Seriously how ignorant can one person be? I actually have to see this person on Thurs. I am such an embarrassment.

Sorry to have been blowing up the boards lately btw...things have been rough.