While youve been watching me struggle to get to appointments that dont work with my job demands, then suddenly were uncharacteristically, overly nice, you seemed like my brother being nice to me to lure me in his room to torture me. And like my father, being nice to trick me before he did sadistic things to me. You have been watching me struggle week aftet week and just let it happen and like an amused and unempathetic voyeur to my distress, like you enjoy it