art T,

so tomorrow we will have this final session. Saying good-bye.
While I don't want to say good-bye, I know by now that this is the right decision. This group was too much to handle for me.

There's so much I would want to tell you. I'm still angry about this whole group thing. And yet: It was such an important experience that you let this anger just be, even validated it. That I could express this anger and nothing really bad happened because of it...
This whole group roller-coaster. I hope that we will be able to reflect on it together. At least a little bit. I'm not sure though whether I'll be up for it though.

I'm sad, because I won't be seeing you any longer. I'll miss you. I miss you already. I'm thankful for the time we had, and what I learned and found out about myself in all those sessions with you. Thanks for providing a space where I always had the feeling I can just be. And it'll be ok. And
Thanks for helping me holding those ambivalent feelings in the grey zone....

In fact, this is where I am right now - in the grey zone... Not my favourite place really...

And please, will you give me a hug?
cr