Gentle hugs to everyone

It's weird I am very exhausted and our weather needs to make up its mind is it winter summer or spring. One day it's 40 degrees the next day it's 90 degrees. Wth my allergies don't know what to do and neither does my body.

I have never followed a trial like this. This verdict has been a long time coming 5 years it took to get to trial then the trial took 4 months without a body. Now the jury has to decide if he goes to deal the row or life in prison. He's a young guy who has not been in trouble with the law before plus they brought up today that his father who is now in prison mistreated him has a child.

But he was not only convicted yesterday of Sierras kidnapping and murder but also the attempted kidnapping of 3 other women.

So I grew up catholic and I am very conflicted. We were taught not to kill and putting someone to death is killing but on the other hand the Bible does say an eye for an eye and then you have me has a mom. Who has held this girl in my arms. Killing him will not bring her back. Also it's been 20+ years since California has put anyone to death. We currently have close to 800 people on death row. I am all for giving him life if he tells us where she is. That way we can bring her home.

But on a positive note and a good note I slept past 3 am today. Yeah for me.

Take care all