Oh I know nobody can tell me if this is my problem. I had been diagnosed with schizoaffective some time ago. The OCD part has been coming up more and more in discussions with my doctors and therapist. (my old one).

I don't think that I am schizoaffective either, never have believed that. My doctor that I have now said thats just absurd. He said maybe at the time when my pdoc had made this assumption, there may have been some indications of a psychosis. Not sure but any of my new pdocs or anyone else for that matter don't believe this to be true. This was the diagnosis that was used to get my disability years ago. When my pdoc had certified me (committed me) to the hospital my cert. forms had said that I was delusional, hallucinating and my reality was altered. I was then placed on anti-psychotic meds. They had me on so much I don't even recall many days. My sister had come to see me (once) and would not come back as she said I was completely out of it. I don't remember her coming in. She had picked me up to take me on a pass sometime after and we talked about when she had come in. Apparently she freaked out on the staff and was demanding that I was released. They asked her to leave.

The OCD part is the fact that I obsess about certain things. Even numbers, things being in a certain place (or I freak). So on and so forth. But never has a pdoc actually giving me this as a diagnosis.

So I was just asking if there is a relation. Thanks for responding to this. I will talk more about all this to my new t. He asked me if I should start to see another pdoc. I said no and he left it at that for now.

Justy