this is purely a venting thread and for the record i have NOT yet stopped taking my meds. Anyway I am really scared the person who is watching me and waiting to attack me i think is nearby tonight there is also a demon thing following me as well but it scares me less than the person watching me. I saw T today and they said if things got too much to go to the hospital but I am scared the person watching me will follow me there and pretend to be a doctor and try to trick me and then try to poison me so I dont want to go there. I am really sad too I have been crying a lot and I have been spending my days hiding from the person watching me. Anyway vent over for now.