Hei T,

I spent my afternoon watching comedies and laying around in bed instead of doing stuff for university. I want to ruin my life and just stay in misery forever. Because obviously that's the only thing I really want to do (and know how to do).

That's who I am. A moody teenager who is always crying and complaining instead of taking responsibility for her own life.
I need to get a job, quit university and just life my own live (and get straight when to write "life" and when "live"). Quit with you, quit with breathing-woman-something and most important: Quit with pdoc.
It's called growing up