I cannot imagine getting myself into a more altered state than I am when I am on my medication. I say "altered" because it does make me feel different and limits my anxiety. Whether that is regulation or moderation I don't care, it's changing the natural flow my mind and body take.

I've only ever had alcohol once in my life and I thought the taste was awful. I got a secondary high from people who were smoking marijuana next to me while a friend and I played video games. They didn't stick around long though, so it wasn't like I was breathing in something for more than a minute. I did feel a "buzz" afterwards.