Sending you a ton of support. I wish I could say you know more about your mood state than doctors but that's not my experience .....it's so hard when we don't see how we are really doing. I hope the seroquel helps. I don't know if I'm up or down or middle ground right now either. I'm sleeping ok.....I'm so darned tired but my mind is racing like Earnhardt in a Grand Prix. Tired as all heck but a mind that never rests. Makes no sense. I hope you settle and find something which makes you stable and your doctor agree. (((Hugs)))