We are glad you are here. I want you to know if you need to talk I am here for you. It is never easy to admit you need help, or that you can not do this alone. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I offer you a gentle hug and a soft embrace. Please be safe...

Are you planning to speak to a Therapist/Counselor? I would say this needs to be your next step.

Again, feel free to contact me by PM...

Amanda