Yes. I have depression in varying degrees and strengths. Sometimes my depression is a physical depression....I feel my limbs are filled with lead, I have no ability to concentrate and don't even have the energy to feel sad at all. Just spent and done and out of fuel. It's not always mental or even something most people would recognize as depression, though I know now that is what it is. Then other times the depression is so consuming, I'm so sad, can't stop crying and feeling the world has chewed me up and shat me out and it looks more like what people assume depression looks like. I've been catatonic and other times screaming....it's all depression. It's never really mild but compared to how bad it can get I often describe it as such. (((Hugs)))
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