Dear Dr. S, I am, oh I don't know the word, I love you and I want to cuss you out. I want to thank you for being there today and tantrum that you are still taking a vacation and that there is nothing I can do about it. I want to tell you that you better not change your plans because of what I share and I want to beg you not to leave. It's not that I am waffling or that I am torn, I want to do all of these things. Oh what, I am I to do? And f_ck Monday is a long ways away. Sigh, we have 2 weeks not 1 week before your vacation. Why do you have to be human in this way?

Thank you for doing that thing that left me feeling that it was ok to seek support and a hug from, well you know what from. I wish you could give me the hug, I know you can't. It felt like you were trying to though, trying to do the most you could do. One of these days, one of these days, there better be a hug.

Thank you for the message in the AVS. I want to email you an I love you. You already know. Be safe, be well, me.