We did our Christmas shopping and things went well. Actually this was the first year that I did not mind going Christmas shopping. I picked her up that morning and went to breakfast and then we started on our journey. The day was a wonderful day we actually talked about normal things. Last night I picked up the kids because my wife had to work late. I made dinner for her and I and then we talked about normal things again. I forgot how nice it was to talk about things other than myself. I just have to remember that it is not always about me and I will be fine. I am not jealous at all like I used to be and the reason why is we are talking and she is smiling. I am not as sad as I was before either. So I guess there is hope one way or another.

Dragon