He told me he bought sour chicken from a Chinese restaurant he was in. He explained (too much as usual) about sharing it with my little brother, half, one of us, whatever, and told that he bought it out of care for us.

I seriously couldn't bother, I didn't ask for him to buy it, and he used that excuse to unleash small bits of anger on me, because that's what mentally strong and empathetic people do (he claims to be a mentally strong and empathetic person). Because it's my fault I don't care about him. Yes, I don't care about him. So he hurts me further by unleashing passive aggression, such a strong person. Depression is caused by PEOPLE!!!

I just feel miserable. All my life have been half life half misery, and it seems people step on others to feel good about themselves, yet therapists keep telling you to be a good person and understand the people who do wrong. WHY WOULD I DO THIS TO MYSELF?? Why not unleash anger like everyone else does? Is this a punishment some people have to take?