I just feel like I need to take care of my success in the outer world.
Whenever I'm at home, I am hardly productive. When I return from work to home, I end up being more sluggish.

I know it seems off-topic, but it's better to point out than not.
I've had burdens over time and it's been so much I can't blame myself and take responsibility anymore.
I read so many articles based on my negative feelings - about depression, relationships, career success... I feel too domesticated at home.
The problem with domestication is it can feel good and nurturing, but it can become a magnet overtime...