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Originally Posted by sinking
i feel too stable. not alive.
i want to quit the meds and let the dark side out.
i want to feel bad and eventually die. not yet but soon.
anyone else here hating feeling too stable?
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I can really relate to the feeling. I don't feel stable right now but I feel dead when things are OK for a while.
I don't know why it happens but in a way one can not feel good and at the same time not alive. It is a contradiction. So in my opinion feeling like you are not alive should be considered feeling bad.
Which meds are you on? Are they helping in some ways or do they mostly put a lid on your feelings?