Hi everyone, I hope this message finds you all doing as well as can be expected. The warmer weather usually brings about a reduction in pain for me but so far this has not happened and I worry it won't this year. I had 2 horrible dreams awaken me into shaking, pain and terror last night. Didn't sleep well so I guess that means more pain today. It's easing up a little but not enough yet. I always think I might wake up one day and the pain will all have been a nightmare that's finally over. I feel like everyone is tired of me complaining and even being. Maybe I'm the only one that feels that way about myself.....I don't know. I just want to be normal in so many ways in which I'm not at all. I got a self esteem workbook and I don't even know how to answer the questions regarding how I feel about myself.

Sending love and support to you all. I'm new here so I'm not familiar with all your specific challenges but I do know and understand how hard it is to live in constant pain of one type, then another, then another. (((Hugs)))