i just realized last year that one of my cousins sexually abused me when i was younger. i guess i repressed it my whole life and then one night i was kind of spilling my soul out to my boyfriend and when i was in this rampage i just kind of saw it happening and remembered. there is a reason we repress those things, because they hurt us. i think that the fact that youre allowing yourself to feel those emotions is good. that means you can start to healing process instead of repressing even more. and no youre no stupid or crazy! well maybe a little crazy but thats the point of this website lol were ALL a little crazy