Thanks for your views Cielpur, I appreciate you taking the time to reply.

You're right, and in some ways I am letting go, and just moving on.

To be honest, there was never really much in the way of push/pull whilst we were together, and only the occasional mood swings, which passed quite quickly. For the most part it was a pretty happy, fun relationship, where a silly argument triggered a run. Prior to that there was little that bothered me, as I'm pretty nonchalant about things, and let it just wash over me. In fact, rather than pushing, she was more often teasing me to admit my feelings to her, as she thought I was guarded at times. So, there was little chasing on my part, and it was largely hassle free.

It was only after we'd split where there was some back and forth, and hot and cold behaviour, and even then I didn't really chase. I just told her I wanted her back, and that it was up to her, and I'd respect whatever she decided. If anything, she seemed impatient at times that I didn't chase harder. However, all contact since was headed in the direction of reconciling happily, and then came to a crashing halt with the study issues. As such it's just frustrating that there was a mutual desire to get back together, which was scuppered at the last minute by external factors.

But you're right, it seems like there's little I can do right now, other than carry on with my life, and leave to her to find her way back if she wants. That's what I've been doing, and just wanted to find a way to let her know there'd be a soft landing if she chose to reach out.

Thanks again.