I have been in the er over 100 times for suicide attempts since the age of 15 or 16.im now 24 nothing has changed.ive often been the victim of abuse by the security gaurds and. Emotional and physical.my best friend tells me i should report them i told her i don't want to make things worse.my therapist says dont go to the er which is impossible and she should be saying don't hurt yourself but shes to loyal to the medical place she works for and often blames me for what ive done wrong.
The other day i was in the er and the security gaurds asked me joking about my weight if i was expecting a child and then began to joke with the other security gaurds that it was theres.at one point i started crying, partly because of them but i wanted my mom who had said shed come and see me and didn't but also my conversion disorder was acting up so i couldn't move and i was frustrated.ive thought about writing an article or raising awareness on adult bullying but don't know how if you have any suggestions would be great.