sorry, i deleted that last before anyone read it...
i dont have d.i.d. yall... i just dissociate alot... im pretty sure thats all it is
i just have really bad ptsd stuff... i been through alot of stuff in my life and its just im goin through alot of stuff right now so things are bein really wacky... and my head is not really ok... im tryin to pull things to gether but the only way i know to do that - people dont like, but hey... this shoe fits, you know what im sayin? the body and this life and everything is in danger .... so if im gonna live then i gotta make some pretty serious imediate choices that involve imediate results ... that dont involve the hospital cause im not goin there - just numb the pain, make the dissociation lessen... try to avoid stress... things will be ok... breathe... im good, right? probably not... but im tryin

gotta do what i gotta do, i just didnt want that wacky post to be seen because i dont have d.i.d. and im tired of looking crazy, i wanna be normal, i want everything to be good, tired of feeling sick and being sick- im tired of this place, i hate this planet, just wanna get high and im gonna end on that note- Living but not alive