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Originally Posted by sinking
i guess i sound depressed cause at this moment i feel a huge sense of acceptance for life as i experiment it - ugly, unfair, disappointing, meaning less etc. i dont really feel bad or angry about it, just a huge acceptance.
i think clozapine takes about 6 months to fully kick in and about 6 months to fully wear off. or at least this was my timing. i started to feel awful - not even able to talk - about 6 months after i had quit the meds and then it took about 6 months to feel more stable again after i was back on the meds.
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Acceptance sounds like the place we need to be, I guess. In a way, I have acceptance too for life, I just don't feel good in it, lol. Everything is part of life, I see that. Even me being the way I don't like myself to be. Just that, I don't feel good in my skin a lot of times. Maybe I don't accept myself still.
I don't know about meds a lot, but I was curious if the bad phase was from the side effects of getting off them but seems not. Still, maybe they are not the best ones for you? But yeah, just a thought, I really don't know. It seems hard to get off these stuff but maybe sometimes we need to..
Sometimes I want to feel bad too, rather than too stable, so yeah, I understand this....But this usually happens when I'm depressed.