((((Cake!!!))))) I care about you lots!

I am ok. One day at a time.
Mom called at about 10 last night with more worries (and not doing a darn thing her Dr's told her to). I got kind of snippy with her and gave her a list of things to try. Then found out her BF was there. I'm not sure what she wanted from me. It irks me tho, since everything is about her and I am supposed to drop everything for her. "That's what family does"- runs you over without care. Even when it's about me, it's about her, you know? It's complicated.
Jan, I know you understand....

I have another therapy apnt today and I don't want to go. It's with the social worker and last time didn't go well. I expect a tongue lashing. I can't even get myself to go shower. I want to soak in the tub, but this damn HRT patch will come off... It's already coming off and it needs to last until Monday. I may have to move to the 3 day patch... Or just say to hell with it
I've been researching it- seems to be a rather imperfect branch of medicine. Frustrating.

I've got to find a way to cure myself... Sadly, I often just don't give a dam. No... I just don't have the energy.

(((((All))))$