Things are coasting along as usual. I tried to start a conversation last night, but both the kids were sick, and it was one parent per child. I did however get to tell him how much his lack of trust hurt me, especially since he's the one who has continued to break my trust again and again over the years, but once again he said nothing. I don't think he's called the counsellor back like he was suppose to either. It's a hard month, we're strapped financially, have the little ones second birthday and Chrismas, and all of this is happening in the midst of it. So, I guess things will coast for a while, and I'l keep running to another room when I start to cry so the kids can't see me.