So I'm napping and probably for the first time ever, I have a dream in which I'm really happy... me having a great girlfriend in the end, and other stuff. I actually had that kinda "physical" feeling of "inner" happiness. Same feeling I usually had when I was in the US when i was a kid(dunno if and why that's relevant). After waking up, I figured this was my subconscious's way of compensating for the sadness and or or stress. That's what really made me feel bad. That I had that only in a dream. After I woke up the feeling started to fade away. That's what scares me slightly. Now I'm going to bed hoping to continue that dream, probably just so I'd get that feeling...

Just wanted to share this...