Last year, I cried on the closet floor for 3 hours. I didn't think it could get worse, but it did. I just accept what it is now.

My FOO wrote me off instantly because I stood up for myself and refused to take more abuse. I don't regret that. They suck, not me.

My h doesn't know how to treat me. Too bad. Oh well.

Had I known this marriage was going to be so hard for me, I wouldn't have done it, and I wouldn't have had my three sons, who I love so much.

I'm glad I brought them into the world. May they be well.