I'm not sure what numbers I have. The office number, yes. The recording when you call the office number has another to call in case of after hours emergency. And I have two more numbers because they showed up on caller ID. One is cell phone and the other might be home. I don't like phones though, so the only thing I ever call her for is if I'm late to an appointment. Even then, I avoid calling and have been in hot water for being late and not calling. That was how I got the cell number - she called to see if I was coming because I was late and hadn't called. I get really nervous when she calls me. Part of me wants to talk to her, but the rest just can't get off the phone fast enough.

I also have her email. We used to do therapy by email most of the time. Now email is out (I use it to hide from real f2f interaction) and I drive 2.5 hours to see her each way.