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Oh my, what a time you are having right now. Heidu offered you some good and heartfelt advice.

What do you feel like doing? Do you want to visit him in the hospital? Write him a letter? I don't mean to be blunt hun but chances are that he may not live - how would that make you feel? I am sensing that you need to tell him how he has made you feel all these years. You have every right to be angry at him and now may be the time to do it. If you don't visit him, then write a letter...make sure someone gets it to him. He sounds like a bitter person and he needs to know how he made you feel.
Give your children some extra hugs today and let them know how much they mean to you. You will get more strength from their love to get through all of this. You also have us here and we are here for you. I am proud of you for reaching out to us.

Keep posting and stay in touch.

Hugs
Heather

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