T,
I was thinking about you driving home from work today. I was thinking about the letter I wrote to you on Wednesday. It has my whole truth in it. The entire story, no omissions. I know that it will not change how you treat me. You've already proven yourself beyond measure.

But the things I want to tell you? Some parts of it other people know. Some parts I've lied about. I want to tell you everything. The whole truth.

And I'm frightened to death. Because now I'm having to admit some pretty scary things to myself. And how will you be able to help me pick up the pieces? Your vacation is in 6 weeks. 3 sessions.

Please keep me safe. Don't let me drown in the ocean.

Daisy