My T has been yawning more frequently in my sessions lately. It brought up a lot of insecure feelings for me. That I am boring him, not interesting enough, or charming enough.
I brought it up to him and we talked about what I might be projecting and all. Yet while I acknowledged the sorts of feelings his yawning brought up for me and the sorts of fears they represented, I wasn't satisfied. I said maybe there is the reality that I am inducing some sort of countertransference in him. He denied it and just said that he is a person that yawns a lot.
But that doesn't sit well with me. I am still incredibly insecure and worry that he just doesn't find me interesting anymore.
Thoughts? Does your T yawn? What does that mean for you?
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