So much for being in a "civilized" society who chooses to rely on a flawed legal system over tried and true "street" justice when dealing with subhuman filth like that.

Rapists deserve to have their testicles chopped off because a male who treats a woman like that isn't a man and doesn't deserve them.

Or perhaps, they should be strung up and used as live punching bags for their victims to cope? These solutions are much more effective than relying on any type of government legal system, not to mention, the punishments are much more fitting.

Anyways enough of my ranting. I wish I had some practical advice for you but I don't since I'm not familiar with how mental health services work in Canada. I just wish the best for you and hope you get help soon.