I don't know where to post this.
I haven't visited the doctors in a long time. Maybe maintaining my health will help me to ease depression and stop thinking about a suicide.

There are a few problems I have.

- a serious lower back pain, sometimes I can't even sleep with my back.
I can't really run or jump because my back hurts. I am not sure if my back will recover from this pain at all.

- I experience a really painful headache at least once a month, and when I have a headache my eyes always hurt. Maybe I have brain tumor?

- severe allergy between April and May of every year. It is getting worse every year. I am bleeding when I blow my nose and I sneeze like ten times in a low. Now I am thinking it is something more serious than allergy?

Should I just use emergency room? family doctor? How much should I expect to pay for the first visit without insurance? If I can't afford the following visit what options do I have?
thanks