I'm so sorry you are feeling so low and so hopeless.

If you put a smile on your face to mask the pain people do not believe you are ill. If you let the shadows of sorrow show upon your face then it's "hang in there, things will get better".

Few seem to understand for some of us it never gets better. You are so tired of being ill but nothing seems to lift the cloud of depression.

Ohly you can make the final decision about PC, but I for one will miss you.
((((((( Dec )))))))