That seems like a lost cause at this point. He'll just say to take it again or to take something else. We went over other options at last appointment, which were risperdal (already have been on it and bad side effects) abilify (he said this would be too stimulating for me and might cause mania) and latuda (which he said he honestly doesn't think it works well from his experience). Which leaves zyprexa. And I'm done with it. This will pass with time, everything does, but it's maddening at the moment.