Something just triggered me now, and felt I had to come out with my thoughts. I just saw my neighbour - who I don't have anything to do with or even met actually - being pregnant. She's around my age. It's not that I necessarily want a child right now, just the idea that everyone else is moving on with their lives and I'm not at all. It hurts, and it just brought me down all of a sudden. I think I've always felt that I'm behind people my own age in most ways and it hurts. I know the grass isn't always greener and I shouldn't compare myself with others I don't even know. I hope I get past this quickly - now I just want to hide away (once again).