I would first see if your community has a health outreach I know my community does. I don't know where you live. Check the state, county and city websites also local hospitals have doctors who have free clinics once a month I know this is done here in WI. You don't want to rack up big bills. For your depression there has to be a way to get you free help. I wish I knew how. Sorry for you . I just saw you did post where you live. I can try to find something out for you but it may take a little time.