Hi never. happy

Well, on one hand I am real pleased for you that you got to feel that way again, but on the other I imagine it can have made the way you feel even worse when you woke up to find yourself........but if you can maybe kind of cherish that dream/hold it as signigficant, as a reminder that there could be possibilities out there........that might not be your reality right now, but in the future those things or other things that could engender the same feelings in you could be out there..........
I don't know maybe there are things you need to get through first............depression.........but don't give up that hope/reminder of the possibility of "something more", hey?

Alison