So my mom got a call today from her younger brother who lives in the U.K (we live in India) and asking her for my resume so he could talk to one of the managers he knows to get me a job(I'm in my final year of my engineering bachelor degree due to end this month). But I don't wanna give him my resume because, a; I still have 11 subjects to clear and no one in my mom's family knows that, and, b; I don't want his contacts, i.e., the managers to think lowly of him, because I have a low percentage(and trust me, my uncle's a really smart guy and an achiever) and straight out suck at anything i do... I try not to, but somehow I manage to. Despite the fact that I've had these mental health conditions, nothing changes the fact that I've failed to meet standards and get my grades up to an acceptable level. I feel ashamed that my mother has to deflect questions about my academics when relatives ask.

P.S: I just wish I can answer atleast some of the forum threads that other people have... so many members have come forward to help me in any way possible. But I just can't because I don't know how to; the hugs i give out are the only way I can express my hoping that the person feels better. Just wanted you guys to know that