I have uppers to give me energy but they make me anxious. I have antidepressants but they make me tired. I hate going to work or any social event even though everyone is nice to me. I'm always anxious or tired. When I have ambien I even take it in the morning to feel relaxed but that's terrible and makes me way worse. Today I'm contemplating grabbing some robbotussin cough gels to pick me up for work, but I know they are dirty poison for my brain and body. What can I take or do....I'm sick of poisoning myself with chemicals that aren't even working.