I don't care about tomorrow. All that matters is today.

If I can't get anything done in the moment, what is the point?

I've wasted enough time. I'm 25 years old yet I don't have any work experience, no driver's license, no car, no job, no anything yet nearly everybody else my age has their **** together.

I'm not good enough. I'm sick of waiting. What little I've accomplished isn't good enough. I'm sick of being poor. I'm sick of having nothing.

If I can't have what I want I would rather die.